Saturday, April 22, 2006
fine i m so upset with myself y carn i just get things right at all?! its tough facing bks and stuff but i still gta hang on and bear with it. 6-7 more yrs till i get rid of my BOOKS! its a long wait but i shall persevere.
just realised alot of wrk is waiting for mi to be done but i feel at a loss suddenly cos i m afraid i carn get it done by the time my exams come. real frightening to experience this feeling; helpless. anyway i m out of voice now and my throat is so itchy so i m now sucking lozenges all day :S estelli must be damn happy now cos i can finally keep quiet lols. o great i think i need to c a doc tml and get a haircut soon cos mi mum's complaining my fringe too long.
hmm. soccer tonight chelsea vs liverpool. i m supporting liverpool tonite jmie hahas. rare sight o well think i m gng to watch it since i woke up damn late in the afternoon today. guess i m jus a failure at time management and i suck at completing my assignments la. just dun have the mood to study and i carn leave anything to the next day anymore since the pressure is adding on each day as the MYE nears.
"i no mood to study..", "i wanna slp!", "no homewrk.", "i dun feel like studying.." i wonder how many times i've said these wrds my whole life. something just ought to be done and carn be left tml cos it will jus pile on till its too much to handle anymore.
small load+small load=big load alot of wrk+no time=less slacking & more stress.
still thinking of YOU at 5:02 PM
Friday, April 21, 2006
ok fine i gt another scolding my mum asked me to slp cos of my eye bags freaking hell she dun let me slp jus now de. now i use comp she ask mi slp and more bad news she's on leave tml and on sunday. grrr. i badly need a time-out to scream my troubles out. its badly affecting me cos of the way she thinks i m mixing wif bad company when i m not. one more wk is all i have for my midyrs wish mi luck that i wun fail any subj cos i promise myself that i will do well this time round. my parents promised to let me enjoy too during the june holidays IF i do well so there is no other choice I WANNA DO WELL!!! they better keep their promise or else... and i was jus wondering if all good things wil come to an end one day cos our life jus dun ever turn out PERFECT and wat makes an ideal wurl. even if i get wat i wan will i be happy? so many things la alot of WHY. so anyway wun be on till around after mid yr i will miss mi comp mi maple mi blog mi friendster mi everything!
still thinking of YOU at 8:05 PM
well a week jus passes so quickly its so near to the mid yrs la sickening tests i wna slack more ): anyway guess my freaking mother's not gonna let me use the comp anymore till ater the tests. ahhhh i m so annoyed sia. come home so tired still kena scolding frm her. when will parents understand us? can they jus learn to let go sometimes? i m old enuf to handle things and take care of myself. sch's fun cos of the freedom i possess and i carn find my dumb thermometer where the hell izit?!?!
Brief details of my uneventful wk:
Monday- nth much happened. gt this intl friendship day programme then after that went out to eat then. was in a gd mood lately cos mi mum's too busy with her shows to nag at me.
Tuesday- hmm. zhiwen and i was damn hyper and crappy during the whole hcl olvls talk that day. we pronounced ru3 xiu4 wei4 gan1 as fu3 chou4 wei4 gan1 together wth. XD anyway malan and jmie were starting to fall aslp down there. wasted alot of time down there then waited for yolanda and hannah till 6 great so after that finished eating at 7 reached home at 8 gt a bloody scolding for hanging out too late.
Wednesday- abit tired out after two long days. eye bags so deep alrdy and i carn help it too! i gt slp not like i nv but its still there. grr. couldn't concentrate well cos i was thinking of other stuff and trying hard to solve smth.
Thursday- Slack. PE table tennis i WAN volleyball! anyway mr lee's bac and creative arts are not fun at all cos yanting pangseh me AGEN! she swore that she will come to sch la. idiot break her promise AGAIN as expected. she was still slping when i called at noon. :/
Today! INNOSPHERE opening so BIG event sia. so fake oso the ppl keep taking fotos and or sch still go decorate until o nice wats the pt the sch looks like a circus or carnival sia. waited for wanchin they all cos of CO de 'practice' and stephanie gt caught by kl twice cos of msg-ing me. so sry! anyway after that went bac to look for them everyone's face so black LOL cos of the time. and the visitors dint come oso. waste of time. went to eat the buffet at the concourse after that. hannah took 4x3 de siew mai hahas. i took 6 chicken wings and 6 fish nuggets. and dun be mistake not for myself fo all of us lol. i m not so greedy XD real funny down there with those jokes and stuff, and wc fell down when we were walking in frm the coffeeshop outside after school. (: walk properly next time and dun drag qm! XP
still thinking of YOU at 7:43 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
my progress report damn nice alot of underline de marks failed like dno how many class tests la so sucky. but i miraculously PASSED my geog hahas i think i m tyco la dint even study for it gt 15/25 for structured essay la :DDD i damn happy ye? i seriously think geog needs luck cos when i study i fail when i un study i pass SO i decided not to study for geog in future :))) and btw counted the marks for results [a1/a2/b3...], i gt 30 for L1R5 la so dumb cos my target was like 30 divide by 5 la. BUCK UP!!
anyway tml is our SPORTS MEET hahas think i will be tanned like charcoal or red like lobster cos i jus stood under the sun waiting for bus 15 mins alrdy cannot stand it liao still want me sit there 5hrs crazy man shld bring ice water there wa how shiok to drink ice water under the sun. but darn idiotic so hard to meet la cos the time like not too late and too early then stuck in middle dno where to meet wat to eat la. stupid.
OPTIONAL: one moronic joke. estelli was asking zhiwen," wats ur name last time?" zhiwen replied,"GOT TO GO!" i was like there," HUH?! TAY GTG? HER NAME?" then estelli was laughing non-stop down there la. so went bac to class saw wanchin her surname sng wat so in chinese is " GTG 'SOON'." HAHAHAHA.. abit -.-ll but nvm. then saw olivia " 'YO[yeo]' GTG" estelli and i were laughing like idiots down there.
went to celebrate qiumei's birthday aftr sch today. hannah smashed cake onto her face then her shirt skirt all tio cos she dropped the cake. then wanchin came later cos gt oral exam then ah mah pushed the cake towards her face then her whole face tio cream. she looked like santa hahas. anyway today was a fun day, full of laughter and joy except the fact that i was damn quiet in class bcos of a 'woodblock'. real nice to laugh ur hearts out once in awhile, forget all ur troubles :))
still thinking of YOU at 4:09 PM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
wahahas out of boredom i discovered smth real coincidental c ah
Z-ziyang zhiwen
J-jmie jinyao
E-estelli emily
M-malan michelle
S-shiyun stephanie
C-cindy the special one
we shall call our Z-JEMS©malan thot of it de adding it to my affiliations in friendster now haha. this is fun and i m proud of my creative mind to think of this. i m really very bored as u can c so i stopped maple-ing. now currently chilling+slacking+rotting while waiting for the match idle talk on the comp wif wanchin on my mic. ok nvm match starting soon Z-JEMS©ROCKS!! hahas.
still thinking of YOU at 9:39 PM
finally back to blogging abit dumb la everyone kip saying the blog is stagnant its not la. cos i bz thinking of new layout of my blog tts y. and guess wat i had peace for 4 days and i m not used to it partly becos my parents arent at home to nag at me since they r overseas. my mum bought mi lots and lots of present haha she's nice this time i dno y anyway some results bac failed my a maths so many careless mistakes that cost me the whole test the results: chem-35/49 for once an a2 XD , physics-31/40 a1 :DDD , chinese-68/100 2moremarks to a agen grr :S , emaths-22/40 passed by 2m and sadly amaths-18/40 failed by 2m. heaven's making fun of me and i really need a miracle in my maths la. decided to go tuition to improve it so i dun let myself down agen. but still abit nervous over the dumb humanities la confirm gurantee plus chop i will fail with flying colours since i dint study for both :X . satisfied with my results until now. :)
finished a puzzle ytd at home cos im bored qiumei finished hers too. hmm so now, currently wishing for a miracle for west ham could turn the table on chelsea cant someone jus stop them to help man u. waiting till forever for the 11pm big match man u vs arsenal anyone watching? hahas found 1 person liao anymore malan watching but we r on opp sides when supporting well may the best team win haha. lvpl match gng on now o well bored to death shall get back to maple-ing le. 11 then get rdy hahaa.
still thinking of YOU at 7:25 PM
Friday, April 07, 2006
the week was boring la except for the fact that common tests r over and we can take a breather finally. only JUST cos 3 more wks it mid yr pia-ing all the way le carn afford to slip up jus realised getting gd results in tests can benefit alot frm it including more praises less naggin and of cos more 'rewards' anyway i did a stupid thing on thurs cos i was trying to write a birthday testi for hannah but when i gt to her page, guess wat i found out, i havent add her there yet. so in the end i gave her a belated one and anyway went training on wed was tired out thoroughly cos its like no stamina no training feel so useless on the court but i promise to wrk hard for next yr thou. trying my best to catch up. hope to pia for mi mid yr too cos i feel so helpless in my humans la.
anyway today damn bored walked out wif qiumei and ah mah so long nv talk wif ah mah liao had a nice talk wif her while listening to songs went to parkway to buy some stuff o ya and mini toons gt this crazy 40% discount storewide everyone like free laidat snatch and their baskets were so damn full. but its hilarious thou tts wat i call the spirit of singaporeans forever so kiasu. XD so 2nd day liao my parents go overseas enjoying SOME peace hope my sis school organise camps soon so i can enjoy REAL peace by then. haha excited sia my parents rarely leave us alone laidat. enjoying as much as i can now.
o ya gt something that i dun like i gt this dumb bossy aunt staying over to look after us then we play comp 2hrs oso say long 4 hrs oSo long 6 hrs OSO long then when is short. so dumb la. freaking me and my sis out totally and she treats us like wat laidat fone cannot use, 10pm must slp, cannot watch tv, cannot take afternoon naps, luckily my mum's better this one's a control freak sia. pls la ppl tired tts y mus slp rite think y mus waste tym slping no brainer and play comp obvious is bcos its fun she say there's nth fun in it like wth la. jus bcos she dno how to play doesnt mean its not fun k. computers r the best things ever invented on EARTH till now. its brilliant so dun criticise it.
still thinking of YOU at 4:49 PM
